Turning 26
Today is September 21, 2024 and yesterday was my 26th birthday. The day was just okay and I am feeling off. I think that I was hoping that all my problems and worries would magically disappear but I honestly think that I am the least put together I have been in a really long time. With that, I want to do things differently in 26 and build my own personal brand.
This months been mediocre at best. I lost my job due to restructuring on September 10 and since then I’ve been in a whirlwind. I couldn't wallow the way I wanted to because I had to buck up and prepare for an economics midterm which I took at midnight on my birthday. That being said I think I did well. I’ve known several people affected by layoffs and they always mention it so casual but being on the other side of it is different. I think showing up to a job gave me the impression that I had it was figured out but I don’t think that is the case but it has provided me the opportunity to do so.
Something that did make me feel better was Bon Iver dropping the song Speyside on my birthday and while I know that was pure coincidence it makes it a little bit more special. If I could describe how I feel right now it would be Roslyn by Bon Iver. Fitting as I am currently listening to Bon Iver as I write this seated outside of Common grounds in Payson, Arizona enjoying an ice matcha latte. Unemployment gave me the time to escape the city for a little moment of serenity and for that I am grateful and already feeling a boost of motivation.
Another things that helps is reminding myself of the things I do have and the ways that I am blessed. I have a lot going for me in the grand scheme of life and with that, I am going to attempt to change the tone and look towards the future with a positivity and set some goals for 26.
Goals For the 26 Year
Launch this website - I’ve been writing and working on ideas but currently in a vacuum. If you’re reading this then SUCCESS!!
Start my own business - and upside to getting laid off is that you get your time back and I love that feeling
Sign to an agency in a new market - I want to go full in on my craft and gaining opportunities
Build meaningful relationships - not sure how to approach this one but id imagine life is better with it
Graduate w/ my MBA - almost there!!
Visit a new country - maybe Europe or australia
Make 6 figures - bold for someone currently unemployed but I am a dreamer
Keep up with my website, post bimonthly and build my brand with authenticity
Take more photos of the good times
Drop my phone and more present with the world around me
